26 April 2011

Current state - hungry?

Psalm 34:10
The lions may grow weak and hungry, but those who seek the LORD lack no good thing.

I had the chance to talk to a friend yesterday and as we chatted about church, he mentioned that he visited one on Easter Sunday and the message ministered to him as if it was a year's full amount that he had missed out on in his current church. I listened and a part of me understood what he was talking about.

There's a fine balance needed when we sit in church contented or unsatisfied. I'm not fully unsatisfied where I am to suffer a great internal dissonance, but I do wish for greater drive in my church where the word will be empowered with ministry. Whenever we have a lack of excitement for God's word, so many lives seem to be ambling on, myself included.

Its been a while since I've pondered at the state of hunger in me. The constant serving has consumed me to actually think about whether I'm being nourished adequately. I do believe now is an important time to evaluate the condition of my life so I can ensure I lack no good thing in God.  

I long for the day that I come weekly and be overwhelmed by the life changing encounters of God's word that it blows my mind again and again. I imagine it to be as when I'm preparing myself for my annual hot spring resort holiday in Japan where I expect a relaxing holiday. However, I end up having a more than amazing holiday stay because everything that I experienced was beyond my expectations and resulted in me returning in a glowing state. 

There must be more.
M.